ive honestly started to loathe this specific piece but, i kinda wanted to redo it though
this is and always has been a piece about having borderline personality disorder, and how it affects my personal life and relations to others. it wasnt intended to be some sort of neurotypical Relatable Feelz piece, or something to be used for peoples werewolf roleplays and demon kin blogs; but thats what it apparently fell into nonetheless
having it taken that way by so many people, so many times, has hurt me to see. in ways its also made me pretty angry and felt like the disorder ive had to learn to live with and manage was being trivialized. it goes around getting notes again and again but i didnt want to delete it until i made something better of it
it took well over a couple years to get around to that
